After a not so good night sleep, I slept about 6 or 5 hours compared to my full 8 hours of sleep everyday. I called my mom this morning to tell her about my concerns and she told e something that was very helpful. She told me to get my degree in mechanical engineering even if I don't end up in an engineering career and maybe get a graphic design certificate or minor. It totally makes sense because if anything happens I can work with my mechanical engineering degree almost anywhere and if everything goes well I can pursue my career for graphic design with the knowledge I have.
I don't know what I'd do without my mom. :)